I really hoped that this year would be different. Unfortunately, it’s a string of bad years with this one now included. They say things always comes in threes and in my experience that is true. Also, with my luck that what will happen now. It’s just my heart hurts so much right now physically but I am sure that is more of a physical manifestation of my emotional state. Sadly, I was hoping to make my blog a bit more positive you know besides the rants about politics, social issues, and shit. There is already so much negativity and people who paint themselves with the pain they say they have, and honestly I don’t want to be one of those people.

One of the biggest things people talk about during the new years is their resolutions and what their goals are going into the new years. Then a month later most people give up on them. I even seen friends on Facebook say they can’t wait until the new people in the gym give up on their resolutions so that the gym won’t be packed, and others have already given up on their goals. This is one of the reasons I don’t talk about my goals and resolutions with friends or family, and I certainly don’t go gung ho on them.

Sorry everyone for another late blog, but not only was it the last day I could spend with my sister, but I also had a really bad headache.

I am going to talk about the shitshow that is the troll in the white house, and the effect he has on the government, aka the government shutdown. He is throwing a tantrum for a wall that he lied and said Mexico was going to pay for to pander to all the racist in this country. Now, he wants us to pay for this wall, that won’t do a damn thing but waste our tax dollars, and prove why the US not great and will never be with that cheeto piece of shit in charge.

First of all, Happy New Years everyone! If you celebrated it, I hope that it was awesome. Personally, I didn’t go out to do so, I am not into crowds or people. To be honest I had just chilled at home. I’m not a fan of explosions or fireworks so that is a good thing to me. The holidays to me, in general, are not a big deal as my Christmas was also not eventual, and that is just fine with me. It’s definitely preferred that is for sure.

Hey Everyone, I hope that everyone had a great holiday. This blog will be just short and sweet. I didn’t do too much, I cooked a vegan meal for my dad and I. It was a stuffed butternut squash, onion gravy, and mashed potatoes. I loved everything, but the onion gravy, it was a new recipe, and it was okay. I prefer mushroom gravy.